Anıl Durmuş delivers Ahım Var, a song of unspoken pain and broken trust. The musician handles a melody that offers a direct and sad portrait. Yiğit Seferoğlu writes the lyrics, while he and Erdinç Kaya create the music.
Released: February 20, 2026
Ahım Var
Anıl Durmuş
Ahım Var Meaning & Lyrics (Anıl Durmuş)
Yiğit Seferoğlu tells a story of someone shattered by a lover’s unfaithful words. The poet describes a silent, bleeding heart that refuses to fight back out of lingering respect. He begins with the title’s defining lament, ‘I hold a silent curse, but I won’t speak it out of respect’ (Ahım var, söyleyemem saygımdan).
Ahım var, söyleyemem saygımdanI hold a silent curse, but I won’t speak it out of respect.
Hani hep sevecektin, bırakmayacaktınYou promised you’d always love me and never let go,
Kalbime yangınlarbut now my heart is consumed by fires.
Ağrım var senden yana sancım varI carry a deep ache because of you, a sharp sting of pain.
Diyor musun, ona da şimdiAre you saying those same words to someone else now,
Ben seninim ölene kadartelling them, “I’m yours until the day I die”?
Yaralandım çoktanI was wounded a long time ago.
Kanar artık durmazIt’s bleeding now and it won’t stop.
İçim el vermez ki benMy heart just won’t allow me to retaliate,
Kıyamıyorum sanabecause I can’t bring myself to hurt you.
Bölündüm pare pareI’ve been shattered into pieces,
Yok buna bir bahaneand there’s no excuse for any of this.
Sevdim akıllandım yine benI loved and I learned my lesson once again,
Kıyamıyorum sanabut I still can’t bring myself to hurt you.
Ahım var, söyleyemem saygımdanI hold a silent curse, but I won’t speak it out of respect.
Hani hep sevecektin, bırakmayacaktınYou promised you’d always love me and never let go,
Kalbime yangınlarbut now my heart is consumed by fires.
Ağrım var senden yana, sancım varI carry a deep ache because of you, a sharp sting of pain.
Diyor musun ona da şimdiAre you saying those same words to someone else now,
Ben seninim ölene kadartelling them, “I’m yours until the day I die”?
Yaralandım çoktanI was wounded a long time ago.
Kanar artık durmazIt’s bleeding now and it won’t stop.
İçim el vermez ki benMy heart just won’t allow me to retaliate,
Kıyamıyorum sanabecause I can’t bring myself to hurt you.
Ahım var söyleyemem saygımdanI hold a silent curse, but I won’t speak it out of respect.
Hani hep sevecektin, bırakmayacaktınYou promised you’d always love me and never let go,
Kalbime yangınlarbut now my heart is consumed by fires.
Ağrım var senden yana, sancım varI carry a deep ache because of you, a sharp sting of pain.
Diyor musun ona da şimdiAre you saying those same words to someone else now,
Ben seninim ölene kadartelling them, “I’m yours until the day I die”?
Ahım var, söyleyemem saygımdanI hold a silent curse, but I won’t speak it out of respect.
Hani hep sevecektin, bırakmayacaktınYou promised you’d always love me and never let go,
Kalbime yangınlarbut now my heart is consumed by fires.
Ağrım var senden yana, sancım varI carry a deep ache because of you, a sharp sting of pain.
Diyor musun ona da şimdiAre you saying those same words to someone else now,
Ben seninim ölene kadartelling them, “I’m yours until the day I die”?
Ahım Var Music Video
The English lyrics of ‘Ahım Var’ deliver the heavy heartbreak of betrayed promises. Anıl Durmuş creates a touching Turkish ballad for anyone nursing a quiet hurt.