Lukhan brings us the raw honesty of AYAR OLUYORUM. The musician writes lyrics with Desir about daily frustration. Okan Çam and Bangrolly create a beat that mirrors the chaotic thoughts.
Released: March 20, 2026
AYAR OLUYORUM
Lukhan
AYAR OLUYORUM Lyrics English Translation by Lukhan
Lukhan dives straight into a cycle of self-criticism and restlessness. He describes a heavy, nameless burden and a dream that lost its flavor, mixing exhaustion with a strange sort of pride in his chaotic state. The narrator confesses ‘I get annoyed with myself every single day’ (Ayar Oluyorum Kendime Ben Her Gün), painting a clear picture of his internal struggle.
Ayar Oluyorum Kendime Ben Her GünI get annoyed with myself every single day.
Daralıyorum BunalıyorumI feel suffocated, I feel overwhelmed.
Yalan Ediyorum Hayatımı Her GünI waste my life away every single day.
Uyuyorum Hep UyanıyorumI just keep sleeping and waking up.
Cevapsız Çağrılar Yalana Gerek YokMissed calls, there’s no need for lies.
İstemedim Olmasını İnan Hiç Hedef YokBelieve me, I didn’t want it to happen, I have no goals at all.
Kalınca YalnızımWhen I am left all alone,
Garip Bir YerdeyimI am in a strange place.
Dönülmez Akşamın Ufkunda KederliyimI am sorrowful on the horizon of no return.
Çalıyor Kulağımda Hep En Güzel SazlarThe most beautiful instruments are always playing in my ears.
Vız Gelir Tırıs Gider S#ktir Et AslanIt means absolutely nothing, f#ck it, champion.
Anlıyon Di Mi Beni Ayıktın BaşkanYou understand me, right? You get it, boss.
Sesin Hiç Gelmiyor Ha Karıştı HatlarI can’t hear your voice at all, the lines must be crossed.
Akıtırım OnuI’ll let it flow.
Evine Dön ÇocukGo back home, kid.
Kapalı Bu KonuThis subject is closed.
Uzatman Gerekirse Arkanı KoruIf you need to drag this out, watch your back.
Belimiz Değil Babacım Kafamız DoluIt’s not our waists that are loaded, man, it’s our minds.
Ayar Oluyorum Kendime Ben Her GünI get annoyed with myself every single day.
Daralıyorum BunalıyorumI feel suffocated, I feel overwhelmed.
Yalan Ediyorum Hayatımı Her GünI waste my life away every single day.
Uyuyorum Hep UyanıyorumI just keep sleeping and waking up.
Üstümde Yük Var Ama Adı YokThere’s a burden on me, but it has no name.
Bir Hayal Kurmuştum Ama Tadı YokI had built a dream, but it has lost its taste.
Sevgi De Nefret De Bana Göre LüksBoth love and hate are a luxury for me.
Elimde Duman Kafada PürüzSmoke in my hand, trouble in my head.
Sen Hancısın Ben BelalıyımYou are the host, I am the troublemaker.
Of Dert Miyim Baba Yok Deva MıyımOh, am I the problem, man, or am I the cure?
Fenadayım Ve FirardayımI am in a bad state, and I am on the run.
Zehir Gibiyim Ben CezalıyımI am like poison, I am being punished.
Ayar Oluyorum Kendime Ben Her GünI get annoyed with myself every single day.
Daralıyorum BunalıyorumI feel suffocated, I feel overwhelmed.
Yalan Ediyorum Hayatımı Her GünI waste my life away every single day.
Uyuyorum Hep UyanıyorumI just keep sleeping and waking up.
AYAR OLUYORUM Music Video
AYAR OLUYORUM is a candid look at mental fatigue. The Turkish lyrics provide an unfiltered view of someone stuck in their own head.