Benjazzy’s ‘BLINDLY’ tells a story of chasing dreams with tunnel vision. The performer drafts lyrics about his own one-way love and creative struggles, while the producer creates a beat that matches the emotional journey. Urban Nerd Beats joins Benjazzy to bring this introspective track to life.
Released: October 14, 2025
BLINDLY
Benjazzy
BLINDLY Lyrics English Translation by Benjazzy
The performer describes his vision fading from dreaming too hard, ignoring painful reality. The songwriter mentions ‘unread texts piling up on his phone’ to show his isolation. This line ‘red eyes typing lyrics at night’ captures his dedication.
Yume no misugi de shiryoku otoshiMy vision’s fading because I dream too hard,
Itai me mo mie zuraimaking it hard to see the painful reality.
Midoku no mama fueteku ippo no LINE oI leave the unread texts piling up on my phone,
Shikato shi yomikaeshiteru punch line o all dayand just ignore them to reread my punchlines all day.
Yametoita hou ga ii tte“You’re better off quitting,” they say,
Ore mo douiken no mawari no hantaiand even though I agree with the doubters around me,
To gyakuhoukou ni oshitoshita my lifeI pushed my life in the exact opposite direction,
Furikaerazu ni ippoutsuko no ai ochasing this one-way love without looking back.
Mabataki sura sezu ni ichizu niWithout even blinking, with total focus,
Mabushii hodo abiru hi no me mo kurezu niignoring the dazzling spotlight of the public eye.
Unuborete migurushiku kakkotsuke sugiActing too cool, conceited and unsightly,
Jibun jishin sura mite minu furipretending not to see who I really was.
Nani hitotsu utagai nee metsuki o sorasazu ichizu niNever doubting a thing, staring straight ahead,
Aimai ni ai no mama ni kane ya jikan mudazukai shitevague but in love, wasting all my time and money.
Mitsugu ore no flex nara tere kakushiIf I’m flexing how much I give, it’s just to hide my shyness,
Netami ya shitto mo suki no uragaeshi toclaiming that envy and jealousy are just the flip side of love.
Kanchigai no ai naraberuListing out all this mistaken love.
Yametoita hou ga ii tte“You’re better off quitting,” they say,
Ore mo douiken no mawari no hantaiand even though I agree with the doubters around me,
To gyakuhoukou ni oshitoshita my lifeI pushed my life in the exact opposite direction.
Furikaerazu ni ippoutsuko no ai oChasing this one-way love without looking back,
Shisen o ubaware abiru shiroi me nimy gaze gets stolen, bathed in cold stares.
Hitome o kinisezu ni hitomeboreFalling in love at first sight, ignoring how it looks,
Unumarete kita seken no methe public eye that used to look down on us
Mo ima de wa oretachi ni kugizuke deis now glued to us, unable to look away.
Buritte nai noni maibanEven when I’m not high, every single night,
Akame de iPhone ni kitanai moji de tsuzuriI’m typing messy lyrics into my iPhone with red eyes.
Kegareta kokoro demo yuiitsu pyua naIt’s the only pure thing in my dirty heart,
Kata mi semai katamoi no hatsukoia first love that felt so one-sided and cramped.
Shitte no toori yoko ni wa ima bijin noAs you know, I’ve got a beautiful wife beside me now,
Yome ga iru kara kinrouzaiso I’m paying my dues through hard work.
Isshou kaku ki nai ze gyaru chuunI’ve got no plans to write songs for chicks my whole life.
Muga no kazoku saabisu ni muchuuI’m absorbed in selfless service to my family,
Yume o miru gawa kara miseru tachiba nimoving from the side that dreams to the one showing the dream.
Tatte kara no hou ga me ni utsuru no waBut since I stood up here, all that reflects in my eyes
Me o fusagitaku naru you na kitanai mono bakkaare dirty things that make me want to look away.
Omotteru yori souzou ijou niIt’s way beyond anything you could imagine.
Ore mitai ni honki ni wa naranee hou ga rikouchuYou’re smarter if you don’t get as serious as I did,
Dakedo muzakin ni ien no wabut what I can say with totally innocent certainty,
Jinsei riron nanka yori risouis that life is about ideals, not just theories.
Iya demo omaera no me ni ireteI’ll force you to look, even if you hate it,
Oreera itai me hisshi ni mi hiraiteas we desperately open our pained eyes wide.
Me n naka irete mo itaku wa neeHe’s the apple of my eye, no matter what,
Musuko o kono ude ni idaiteas I hold my son in these arms.
Mabataki sura sezu ni ichizu ni baka o miteru mainichiEvery day, I stare at a fool without blinking,
Jibun katte ni mawari o makikomi hitoriyogariselfishly dragging everyone into my ego trip.
Fusuri ai wakatteru dare yoriI know better than anyone how unbalanced this is,
Mo katamichi no ippoutsuko o nanshu mo toomawaritaking the long way around on this one-way street, lap after lap.
Blind seikai ya fuseikai moBlind to what’s right and what’s wrong,
Nai hizumi no ai o shinjikitteru ima moI still believe completely in this distorted love.
Ano tanin no me yori mo me ga au me no mae no kagamiMore than the eyes of strangers, I lock eyes with the mirror,
Maboroshi to wakatte maiban kono mi horoboshiknowing it’s an illusion, yet destroying my body every night.
Mata mizukara hikkakatteru omowaseburiI get caught in my own suggestive games again,
Jibun ga ichiban janee ka tte tsumaburu tabi nimuttering “Aren’t I the best?” every time I trip up.
Jibun igai no yatsura ja niawanai tte jiboujiki niDesperately thinking no one else is cut out for this,
Jinsei o bou ni furitsuzuketa kekkathe result of wasting my life chasing this gamble.
Kakehiki ni hiku ni hikenaku nate full betI can’t back down from the hustle, so I go full bet,
Kako bika shiten no ga sono shoukoand glorifying the past is just the proof.
Tsuyoku hippari sugite waI pulled too hard,
Togire kakeru lifeline ni karamatteru akai itoand now the red string of fate is tangled in my breaking lifeline.
Mimi ga kikoenai karera no me ni kobiritsukeBurn it into the eyes of those who won’t listen,
Me ga mienai yatsu no mimi ni yaki tsukeand sear it into the ears of those who can’t see.
Kokoro ga nee yatsu ni wa todokanai oreera no flowOur flow won’t reach those with no heart,
Yome ni mo akirareru hodo no A.D.H.DI’ve got ADHD so bad even my wife gives up on me.
De akiramen no sura mendokusagariAnd I’m too lazy to even give up,
Rappaa dakara to seitouka shijustifying it all by saying “I’m a rapper.”
Hazukashige mo naku aatisuto butteShamelessly acting like an “artist,”
Ima sara mou sukui you ga neeI’m past the point of saving now.
Ore no uta no okage de“Thanks to your songs,”
Sukuwareteru tte DM ni ore jishin ga sukuwareruDMs saying “I was saved” are what actually save me.
Senmei ni ai no mama ni kane ya jikan mudazukai shiteVividly in love, wasting all my time and money,
Mitsugu ore no flex nara tere kakushiif I’m flexing how much I give, it’s just to hide my shyness,
Netami ya shitto mo suki no uragaeshi toclaiming that envy and jealousy are just the flip side of love.
Kanchigai no ai naraberuListing out all this mistaken love.
Yametoita hou ga ii to“You’re better off quitting,” they say,
Ore mo douiken no mawari no hantaiand even though I agree with the doubters around me,
To gyakuhoukou ni oshitoshita my lifeI pushed my life in the exact opposite direction.
Uso ya itsuwari no nee aiA love with no lies and no falsehoods.
BLINDLY Music Video
‘BLINDLY’ is about the sacrifice of artistic ambition. The English lyrics reveal how passion can blind you to practical concerns while offering redemption through your art.