Düşüncesizce Lyrics Meaning (in English) – Anıl Piyancı | Kaan Boşnak
Anıl Piyancı and Kaan Boşnak present a raw look at regret in their new track, Düşüncesizce. The two performers also write the candid lyrics together. Can Serezli and Deniz Donat arrange a heavy, introspective melody to match the mood.
Anıl Piyancı opens the song by reflecting on a life of mistakes and self-sabotage. He describes a parched heart with deep fractures and mentions a handful of antidepressants as the only thing left. The author lays bare his biggest regret by repeating the title, ‘I’ve made so many thoughtless decisions’ (Düşüncesizce kararlar verdim), admitting the path ahead offers no way back.
Düşüncesizce kararlar verdim,I’ve made so many thoughtless decisions,
Sonuna geldim, yanlış yaptım.now I’ve reached the end, realizing I was wrong.
Birikti iyice hatalar her gün,My mistakes kept piling up every single day,
Zamanı geldi, yalnız yandım.and the time has come where I’ve burned all alone.
Gerçekten isterdimI truly wanted,
Şeytandan uzak durmak.to stay far away from the devil’s path.
Sersemler düşerdim,I would fall like a fool,
Her yerde var tuzak.since there are traps waiting everywhere.
Ruh hâlim tuhaf,My state of mind is strange,
Garip İnsan hırslı bak.and people look on with such odd ambition.
Zorlama şansını,Don’t push your luck any further,
Azalıyor zamanın.because your time is running out.
Göz göre göre yapılan hataların derdini çek,Now I’m suffering for the mistakes I made in plain sight,
İlgi yoksa solacaktır her bir çiçek.for every flower will surely wither without any care.
Elinde tutamadın kaderini, zavallı,You couldn’t hold onto your destiny, you poor soul,
Yok geri dönüşü, yol karanlık.there’s no turning back, and the path ahead is dark.
Şimdi çok zor her bir kararı,Every decision feels so heavy now,
Alamadan yüzüne bu perde kapandı.the curtain closed before you could even make a move.
İçten içe istesen de düzelmek,Even if you want to heal deep down inside,
Kalmadı kalpte bir gram güvenmek.there’s not a single gram of trust left in your heart.
Düşüncesizce kararlar verdim,I’ve made so many thoughtless decisions,
Sonuna geldim, yanlış yaptım.now I’ve reached the end, realizing I was wrong.
Birikti iyice hatalar her gün,My mistakes kept piling up every single day,
Zamanı geldi, yalnız yandım.and the time has come where I’ve burned all alone.
Sıkıldım artıkI’m tired of it all,
Hedef olmaktan,of being a constant target,
Beton kafalara dert yanmaktan.and pouring my heart out to those with closed minds.
Bunca seneden geriye kalan,After all these years, the only thing left,
Bir avuç antidepresan.is a handful of antidepressants.
Seyrek saçlarım,My hair is thinning,
Bitmiş çakmaklar.and my lighters have all run out.
Ruhum verimsiz,My soul feels hollow,
Elimi tutmaz.and nobody will take my hand.
Kuru göllerdeIn the dried-up lakes,
Çatlar topraklar,the earth begins to crack,
Kurak kalbimdeand within my parched heart,
Çatlaklar var.there are deep fractures too.
Yana yana geldim yola,I’ve come down this road, burning with regret,
Sora sora geldim sona.asking my way until I’ve reached the end.
Düşüncesizce kararlar verdim,I’ve made so many thoughtless decisions,
Sonuna geldim, yanlış yaptım.now I’ve reached the end, realizing I was wrong.
Birikti iyice hatalar her gün,My mistakes kept piling up every single day,
Zamanı geldi, yalnız yandım.and the time has come where I’ve burned all alone.
