vividboooy opens with a hook that repeats “I’m fighting with myself”. R.I.K drafts words that name demons in the heart and voices that never fade. The track pairs a beat with a cold atmosphere, echoing a storm inside a city.
Released: March 18, 2025
Fighting With Myself
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Fighting With Myself Lyrics Translation – Vividboooy
R.I.K jots down a line that repeats “Running from myself, I still cannot hide”. The lyrics describe an hourglass flowing and thorns in spoken words.
Fighting with myself every nightI’m fighting with myself every night.
Demons in my heart kienai koe ga shibaritsukete kurunda kono kokoro wo kono karada moThere are demons in my heart, and these voices that won’t fade keep binding my heart and my body.
Fusagikonde derenai outsideI’m feeling so down that I can’t even step outside.
Netemo sametemo akumu ever sideWhether I’m awake or asleep, nightmares surround me on every side.
Kieru koto nai hitori wa tsuraiIt’s painful being all alone like this, and that feeling never goes away.
Hitosarenai kokoro wa empty akuma ga mushibamu te ni oenai yoruMy heart is empty and unseen, while demons eat away at me during these uncontrollable nights.
Hikari to yami de ikareta tenshi namida mo karete waraechauI’m an angel driven mad by the light and dark; my tears have dried up so I just laugh instead.
Kako no yuurei ga mata ooikakete kuru gozen zero jiThe ghosts of my past start chasing me again once it hits midnight.
Kore ga unmei no shiwaza nara uramu yori aishitaiIf this is all just fate’s doing, I’d rather love it than hate it.
Fighting with myself every nightI’m fighting with myself every night.
Demons in my heart kienai koe ga shibaritsukete kurunda kono kokoro wo kono karada moThere are demons in my heart, and these voices that won’t fade keep binding my heart and my body.
Running from myself but i can’t hideI’m running from myself, but I just can’t hide.
Nigeba nante doko ni mo naiThere’s nowhere left for me to run.
K#suri de keshita kanjou wa mata kurikaeshi osotte kuru morningThe feelings I tried to numb with ‘m#dicine’ come back to haunt me every morning.
Lonely night yume to genjitsu ga sakasama de nightmareIt’s a lonely night where dreams and reality are flipped into a nightmare.
Leave me alone wagamama na boku ga ikenai neJust leave me alone; it’s my own fault for being so selfish.
Nagareru sunadokei kotoba ni aru toge tsumetai tokai niThe hourglass keeps flowing and there are thorns in my words within this cold city.
Oh oh ohOh oh oh.
Tamani haku yowaneEvery now and then, I let out a complaint.
Fighting with myself every nightI’m still fighting with myself every night.
Demons in my heart kienai koe ga shibaritsukete kurunda kono kokoro wo kono karada moThere are demons in my heart, and these voices that won’t fade keep binding my heart and my body.
Running from myself but i can’t hideI keep running from myself, yet I can’t hide.
Nigeba nante doko ni mo naiThere’s no place left for me to escape.
K#suri de keshita kanjou wa mata kurikaeshi osotte kuru morningThe emotions I suppressed with ‘m#dicine’ keep coming back to strike in the morning.
Fighting With Myself Music Video
The meaning of “Fighting With Myself” is inner conflict. The lyrics detail nightly battles and relentless inner voices in English.