Sikkoo sings a confession of toxic love on ‘직일롬 (Kinda Guilty)’ from his album Home. The poet Yosi and 200 draft the honest, self-critical words. This performer mixes a hip-hop beat with a sentimental story of regret.
Released: February 6, 2026
직일롬 (Kinda Guilty)
Sikkoo • From “Home”
직일롬 (Kinda Guilty) Lyrics Translation (from “Home”)
The songwriter asks his partner to forget his ‘dirty sides’. He notes, ‘My name is a clown,’ accepting his role in the failed relationship. This narrator describes burying heartbreak and sorrow as a final act.
Yeah yeahYeah, yeah.
I’m on her majimak plan she set me a due date (Yeah yeah)I’m on her final plan, she set me a due date. (Yeah, yeah)
Nae deoreoun moseubeun jeonbu da ijeojwo babe (Yeah)Please forget all my dirty sides, babe. (Yeah)
Ireon naega jigil nomiji mwo (mwo)A guy like me is just a bad guy, anyway. (Anyway)
Neokkaji igil nomiji mwoI’m the kind of guy who would even try to win against you.
Yeah (Yeah) I really f#cking it all upYeah, (Yeah) I’m really messing it all up.
Isn’t it girlIsn’t it, girl?
I don’t wanna keep repeatingI don’t wanna keep repeating.
Baby jogeumman deo gidaryeo jwoBaby, just wait a little longer.
I’m on my way geumbang gal teniI’m on my way, I’ll be there soon.
Give me the chance to give you the worldGive me the chance to give you the world.
You’re my first love in my rotten youthYou’re my first love in my rotten youth.
No one deserves you not even meNo one deserves you, not even me.
Geunde neol mot bonaeBut I can’t let you go.
Nan jigil myeoniraBecause I’m a guilty guy,
Nappeun myeonirabecause I’m a bad guy,
Michinmyeoniyabecause I’m a crazy guy.
Geuraeseo mariya neol mot bonae jwo nanThat’s why I can’t let you go.
I’m on her majimak plan she set me a due date (Yeah yeah)I’m on her final plan, she set me a due date. (Yeah, yeah)
Nae deoreoun moseubeun jeonbu da ijeojwo babe (Yeah)Please forget all my dirty sides, babe. (Yeah)
Ireon naega jigil nomiji mwo (mwo)A guy like me is just a bad guy, anyway. (Anyway)
Neokkaji igil nomiji mwoI’m the kind of guy who would even try to win against you.
Yeah (Yeah) I really f#cking it all upYeah, (Yeah) I’m really messing it all up.
Isn’t it girlIsn’t it, girl?
Jigeum neol boreo gal suman itdamyeonIf only I could go see you right now,
Naega mwol mot halkkawhat wouldn’t I do?
Nan jigil nomdo dwae bwatjana (Yeah)I’ve even been a bad guy for you. (Yeah)
Jeonhwa badajwo neo eodiyaPick up the phone, where are you?
Wae naman jigil nomiyaWhy am I the only bad guy?
Neon nae salmui myujik I love my loveYou’re the music of my life, I love my love.
Neoui sumgyeolkkaji saranghaesseoI loved even your breath.
Heundeullin nunbit geujeoneuroneun dorikil su eopseumeKnowing I can’t return to the time before your wavering gaze,
Nae pume neoneun eopgetjiyou won’t be in my arms anymore.
Nae seoljeongeun yeokgyeong chagaun simjangi nal daebyeonMy setting is adversity, a cold heart represents me.
Siryeon biryeon miryeondo modu tohagoI’ll throw up all the heartbreak, sorrow, and lingering feelings,
Oneul yeogie mutgetji (naega jalhalge)and bury them here today. (I’ll do better.)
Naega jalhalgeran mal du beon dasi an hallaeI won’t say ‘I’ll do better’ ever again.
(geuge dainde) nae ireumeun gwangdae(That’s all it is.) My name is a clown.
Neol mannaryeo jeon yeochin chan ge daindeAll I did was dump my ex-girlfriend to meet you.
(naega jaralge) haneure nallin adeurenallin(I’ll do better.) Adrenaline flying in the sky.
Mot baeun adeurui nalliThe chaos of an uneducated son.
(majimaginde) Play the best music(It’s the last time.) Play the best music.
I don’t want say no moreI don’t wanna say any more.
I’m on her majimak plan she set me a due date (Yeah yeah)I’m on her final plan, she set me a due date. (Yeah, yeah)
Nae deoreoun moseubeun jeonbu da ijeojwo babe (Yeah)Please forget all my dirty sides, babe. (Yeah)
Ireon naega jigil nomiji mwo (mwo)A guy like me is just a bad guy, anyway. (Anyway)
Neokkaji igil nomiji mwoI’m the kind of guy who would even try to win against you.
Yeah (Yeah) I really f#cking it all upYeah, (Yeah) I’m really messing it all up.
Isn’t it girlIsn’t it, girl?
Jigeum neol boreo gal suman itdamyeonIf only I could go see you right now,
(ijen mwol hadeorado geu sijeol gateul sun eopseurio)(no matter what I do now, it won’t be like those days.)
Naega mwol mot halkka nan jigil nomdo dwae bwatjanawhat wouldn’t I do? I’ve even been a bad guy for you.
(ije bappeudeorado gakkeum dieumeul hae jusio)(Even if you’re busy now, please send me a DM sometimes.)
Jigeum neol boreo gal suman itdamyeonIf only I could go see you right now,
(ijen mwol hadeorado geuttaewa gateul sun eopseurio)(no matter what I do now, it won’t be like that time.)
Naega mwol mot halkka nan jigil nomdo dwae bwatjanawhat wouldn’t I do? I’ve even been a bad guy for you.
(ijen apeudeorado nal jugilnomira bureusio)(Even if it hurts now, please call me a terrible person.)
Jeonhwa badajwo neo eodiyaPick up the phone, where are you?
Wae naman jigil nomiyaWhy am I the only bad guy?
Jeonhwa badajwo neo eodiyaPick up the phone, where are you?
Wae naman jigil nomiyaWhy am I the only bad guy?
직일롬 (Kinda Guilty) Music Video
What does ‘직일롬 (Kinda Guilty)’ mean? The lyrics show a man admitting his flaws while holding onto a love he ruined.