SARAN and Pearpilincys craft a vulnerable atmosphere, with lyrics by Pearpilin chaiyasit and Saran Maneechot and composition from both artists plus Balance Music Entertainment. The collaboration focuses on fearing abandonment in new relationships. It questions if history will repeat past heartbreaks.
Released: December 12, 2025
กลัวความเสียใจ (feat. Pearpilincys)
Saran
กลัวความเสียใจ (feat. Pearpilincys) Meaning & Lyrics (Saran)
SARAN directly asks if their entrusted heart will be discarded like previous partners did. They describe stumbling without time to think and becoming unable to sleep. The lyrics show exhaustion from constant emotional pain.
Tee Chan Dai Ao Huajai Bpai Faak Gap Ter WaiThe heart that I have taken and entrusted to you,
Ter Ja Yon Ting Bpai Meuan Krai Krai Tee Kao Tam MaiWill you throw it away just like everyone else did?
Gor Chan Sia Jai Tuk Tuk Krang Tee Krai Jaak Bpai‘Cause I get heartbroken every single time someone leaves,
Wan Nee Ja Bpen Meuan Gon MaiWill today end up just like before?
Ta Haak Wan Nee Chan Mai Wai Laew Krai Ja Wai LaIf I can’t handle it today, then who really can?
Raek Raek Ter Bok Ja Yoo Laew Wan Nee Ter Bpai Nai NaAt first you said you’d stay, so where have you gone today?
Torn Nee Ter Kong Sabaai Dee Lae Mee Kwaam Suk Chai Mai LaRight now you’re probably fine and happy, aren’t you?
Ao Loey Ta Haak Kid Waa Ter Wai Chan Kid Waa Chan Mai Wai Wa (Mai Wai Wa)Go ahead if you think you’re okay, but I don’t think I can take it. (I can’t take it).
Torn Nee Chan Yom Lae Chan Mai Koey Ja Kid SooNow I surrender, and I don’t ever think of fighting back.
Kwaam Roo Seuk Tee Dtaai Bpai Laew Chan Gor Mai Koey Ja Kid GooFeelings that have died, I never even think to revive them.
Nam Dtaa Tuk Yot Kong Chan Mak Took Bpraa-Got Bon TissueEvery single teardrop of mine usually ends up on a tissue.
Nee Gor Loey Bpen Eek Nueng Hetpon Tee Chan Kot Gliat Cheewit KooAnd this is just one more reason why I despise being in a couple.
Lae Laew Cheewit Tee Leua Kong Chan Gor Dai Dern Taang Maa Yut TeeAnd so, the rest of my life has journeyed here to a stop.
Kwaam Roo Seuk Kaa-Raa-Kaa-Sang Tee Man Mit Aat Mee Jut SinThese unresolved feelings that can never seem to find an end.
Kom Naam Cheu Waa Kwaam Rak Na Man Mai Koey Ja Yut TimThe sharp thorn called ‘love’ never stops stabbing me.
Jaak Tee Chan Koey Bpen Kon Sot Sai Wan Nee Tuk Yaang Glap Yut NingFrom someone who used to be bright, today everything has frozen still.
Chan Sa-Dut Gling Jon Taep Mai Mee Way-Laa KidI stumble and roll with barely any time to think.
Chan Glaai Bpen Kon Tee Non Mai Lap Roo Mai Man Toramaan ChipI’ve become an insomniac; do you know it’s absolute torture?
Lae Peuan Kong Chan Gor Keu Pra Jan Lae Gor Pra AatitAnd my only friends now are the moon and the sun.
Krai Waa Kwaam Rak Bpen Sing Suay Ngaam Dtae Sam-Rap Chan Keu Yaa PitWhoever said love is a beautiful thing? For me, it is poison.
Tee Chan Dai Ao Huajai Bpai Faak Gap Ter WaiThe heart that I have taken and entrusted to you,
Ter Ja Yon Ting Bpai Meuan Krai Krai Tee Kao Tam MaiWill you throw it away just like everyone else did?
Gor Chan Sia Jai Tuk Tuk Krang Tee Krai Jaak Bpai‘Cause I get heartbroken every single time someone leaves,
Wan Nee Ja Bpen Meuan Gon MaiWill today end up just like before?
Tuk Yaang Tee Koey Ter Bpen Ter Eng Gor Roo Chan Rap Dai (Chai)Everything you used to be, you know I could accept it. (Yes).
Dtae Tam-Mai Ting Chan Bpai Sa Ngan Roo Mai Waa Man Kot Mak NgaaiBut why did you just dump me like that? Do you know it’s so careless?
Lae Mai Waa Sing Kong Seua Paa Tuk Chin Tee Chan Dai Koey Nang Pap HaiAnd no matter the items, every piece of clothing I used to sit and fold for you,
Jaak Kon Yaang Chan Tee Tam Mai Bpen Jon Wan Nee Chan Nan Pap DaiFrom someone like me who couldn’t do it, until today when I can finally fold them.
Lae Ter Gor Roo Chan Rak Krai Laew Nae Non Chan Mak KraiAnd you know when I love someone, I certainly love hard.
Yaak Roo Mai Ter Go-Hok Gee Rop (Gee Rop) Diao Chan Ja Nap HaiDo you want to know how many times you lied? (How many?) Wait, I’ll count for you.
Chan Hai Apai Ter Mot Tuk Yaang Dtae Man Aat Yang Mai Chat ChaiI forgave you for everything, but maybe it still isn’t clear.
Dtae Nan Keu Rak Tang-Mot Tee Mee Tao Tee Dtua Chan Ja Rak DaiBut that was all the love I had, as much as I was able to love.
Lae Nee Keu Chan Version Tee Dee Tee Sut Tao Tee Ja Bpen Jai Chan Yen Tao Tee Ja YenAnd this is the best version of me that I could possibly be; I’m as calm as I can get.
Chan Gliat Dtorn Chan Bpen Baa Nam Dtaa Dtem Naa Kao Tee Bpra-DenI hate when I go crazy, with tears flooding my face, getting into the issue.
Ter Loey Dai Bpen Sing Tee Ja Bpen Nam Yot Jaak Dtaa Long Tee Gaang-GengSo you just became what you are, tears dropping from my eyes onto my pants.
Jaak Nan Chan Pang Tuk Yaang Nai Hong Chan Dte Tuk Yaang Gao-Ee Gra-DenAfter that, I smashed everything in the room; I kicked everything, sent the chair flying.
Mat Kwaang Kwaa Chan Fang Pa-Nang Mong Leuat Jaak Mat Dtorn Tee La-LengMy fist threw a right hook, buried in the wall, staring at the blood smearing from my knuckles.
Ter Mai Koey Mong Chan Mee Cheewit Ter Mong Chan Bpen Piang Seek Ma-RengYou never looked at me as having a life; you looked at me like just a cancerous tumor.
Tee Prom Ja Dtat Gan Tuk Way-Laa Ngan Rop Guan Ter Ao Meet Maa LemThat you were ready to cut off at any time; so please, take a knife and trim it away.
Dee Gwaa Ta Haak Kaa Chan Hai Dtaai Chan Kong Sa-Baai Gwaa Tee Ja BpenIt would be better if you killed me; I’d be more comfortable than I am now.
Hoo Ja Mee Kon Kon Nueng Teung Tam Hai Rao Dtaek Sa-LaaiHoo, there will be one person who makes us shatter apart.
Klaai Waa Dtaai Tang BpenIt feels like dying while still alive.
Lae Mai Aat Tam Hai Huajai Rak Krai EekAnd makes my heart unable to love anyone else,
Ta Wan Nee Chan Yang Bpen Yoo Baep NeeIf I continue living like this today.
Tee Chan Dai Ao Huajai Bpai Faak Gap Ter WaiThe heart that I have taken and entrusted to you,
Ter Ja Yon Ting Bpai Meuan Krai Krai Tee Kao Tam MaiWill you throw it away just like everyone else did?
Gor Chan Sia Jai Tuk Tuk Krang Tee Krai Jaak Bpai‘Cause I get heartbroken every single time someone leaves,
Wan Nee Ja Bpen Meuan Gon MaiWill today end up just like before?
Chan Pit Eng Lae Tee Nai Tuk Krang Mai Yom LopIt’s my own fault for not dodging every single time.
Gor Loey Tam Hai Sia Jai Sam Sam Mai Roo Gee Krang Mai Yom MotThat’s why I’m heartbroken over and over, I don’t know how many times, it never ends.
Ai Dtua Dton Yoo Bon Dtiang Paa Hom Nueng Peun Tee Non GokMy physical self lies on the bed, curling up under a single blanket.
Gor Nai Meua Ni-Taan Mee Gaan-La-Krang Nae-Non Man Dtong Mee Dtorn JopSince the fairytale has a ‘Once upon a time,’ surely it must have an ending.
Lae Ter Gap Chan Dai Krong BotAnd you and I have played our parts.
Tee Chan Dai Ao Huajai Bpai Faak Gap Ter WaiThe heart that I have taken and entrusted to you,
Ter Ja Yon Ting Bpai Meuan Krai Krai Tee Kao Tam MaiWill you throw it away just like everyone else did?
Gor Chan Sia Jai Tuk Tuk Krang Tee Krai Jaak Bpai‘Cause I get heartbroken every single time someone leaves,
Wan Nee Ja Bpen Meuan Gon MaiWill today end up just like before?
กลัวความเสียใจ (feat. Pearpilincys) Music Video
The fear of repeated heartbreak in ‘กลัวความเสียใจ’ lyrics translation reveals a struggle between longing for connection and self-protection. SARAN’s portrayal of insomnia and emotional paralysis dominates the song’s resolution.