Nightcord at 25:00 brings us Mx.Nihil. ¿?shimon writes the lyrics and composes the music for this song. The artist crafts a sound that matches the heavy emotions of the words.
Released: March 18, 2026
Mx.Nihil
Nightcord At 25:00 | 宵崎奏
Mx.Nihil Lyrics English Translation by Nightcord At 25:00 | 宵崎奏
The songwriter describes a mind trapped in loneliness, where trauma takes over. A key line translates to ‘my heart is gradually drying up.’ This poet uses images of violence and irony to show the pain of unmet expectations.
Kyomuppoi nanka mou dame mitaiIt feels so empty, like I’m already broken.
Mou barabara desu kara desuI’m already falling completely to pieces.
Kudannai hontou mou baka mitaiIt’s worthless, it truly feels so stupid.
Mou uso mitai shizuka na sekaiIt’s an unbelievably quiet world.
Kimi no kitai kotaetai shiI want to live up to your expectations,
Kokoro shidai ni karechau shibut my heart is gradually drying up.
Kirinai shousou toWith this endless frustration,
Kitai de itaku naru miraithe future becomes painful from all these hopes.
Kodoku ni torawarechau shiI’m trapped in this loneliness,
Trauma ga nou shihai shichau shiand my trauma completely takes over my mind.
Saitei na hibi daThese are the absolute worst days.
ItaiIt hurts.
Violence violenceViolence, violence.
Nani mo wakannai wakannai yoI don’t understand anything, I don’t understand!
Nankai ai o lost ai o lostHow many times have I lost love, lost love?
Aishite aishiteLove me, love me.
Irony ironyIrony, irony.
Kurakura suru mainichi daEvery single day makes me so dizzy.
Nounai endless endlessInside my head is an endless, endless
Touron yamete kure yo moudebate, please just stop it already.
Nani mo kitai shinai de itai shiI want to exist without expecting anything.
Mitsukaranai tte naita mainichiI cried every day because I couldn’t be found.
Kurushikute atatakaiIt was painful yet so warm,
Ano hi ga yume no you dethat day feels like a fleeting dream.
Sponge mitai na shortcakeIt is a shortcake like a sponge.
Warugi nai ai wa itai ga heiki na furiWell-intentioned love hurts, but I pretend to be fine.
Mou tsukaretaI’m already so tired.
Tada tada tadaJust, just, just.
愛してほしい 愛してほしいI want you to love me, I want you to love me.
Karakara kawaita kokoro mitashitePlease fill my completely dried-up heart.
Kietaku nai karaBecause I don’t want to disappear.
Kudaranai naIt’s so utterly worthless.
Violence violenceViolence, violence.
Nani mo wakannai wakannai yoI don’t understand anything, I don’t understand!
Nankai ai o lost ai o lostHow many times have I lost love, lost love?
Aishite aishiteLove me, love me.
Irony ironyIrony, irony.
Kurakura suru mainichi daEvery single day makes me so dizzy.
Aa negatte wa negatteru karaAh, because I am wishing and wishing,
Sorezore no ai ga atataka na basho ga aruthere is a warm place for each of our loves.
ItaiIt hurts.
Mx.Nihil Music Video
Mx.Nihil stands as a powerful statement from Nightcord at 25:00. The Mx.Nihil lyrics offer a raw look at the struggle to feel worthy of love.