ŞEVVAL sings a haunting lament in Nerdeydin De. Lyricist Bedirhan Durmaz writes the words, while composers Bedirhan Durmaz, Ilkan Gunuc and Osman Altun craft the music.
Released: December 19, 2025
Nerdeydin De
Şevval
Nerdeydin De Lyrics English Translation by Şevval
ŞEVVAL asks where the lover was when nightmares surrounded her. She mentions that her heart has grown old and her soul feels abandoned.
Birikir Yaralar Silinmez BiliyorumWounds pile up and they won’t fade, I know.
Seninle Ilk Defa Olunmez BiliyorumI know I haven’t died for the first time with you.
Gozumle Gordugum Ayni Degildi BiliyorumWhat I saw with my own eyes wasn’t the same, I know.
Benimle Son Defa Guldun Onu Da BiliyorumYou laughed with me for the last time, and I know that too.
Beni Kabuslar Sarmisken Ner’deydin DeWhere were you when nightmares surrounded me?
Benim Aklim Kaybolmusken Ner’deydin DeWhere were you when I’d lost my mind?
Beni Yanginlar Almisken Ner’deydin DeWhere were you when fires had me in their grip?
Kalbim Yaslanmis Gonlum Ner’deydin DeMy heart’s grown old, my soul, where were you then?
Birikir Yaralar Silinmez BiliyorumWounds pile up and they won’t fade, I know.
Seninle Ilk Defa Olunmez BiliyorumI know I haven’t died for the first time with you.
Gozumle Gordugum Ayni Degildi BiliyorumWhat I saw with my own eyes wasn’t the same, I know.
Benimle Son Defa Guldun Onu Da BiliyorumYou laughed with me for the last time, and I know that too.
Beni Kabuslar Sarmisken Ner’deydin DeWhere were you when nightmares surrounded me?
Benim Aklim Kaybolmusken Ner’deydin DeWhere were you when I’d lost my mind?
Beni Yanginlar Almisken Ner’deydin DeWhere were you when fires had me in their grip?
Kalbim Yaslanmis Gonlum Ner’deydin DeMy heart’s grown old, my soul, where were you then?
Nerdeydin De Music Video
The Nerdeydin De lyrics meaning shows a raw plea of abandonment and betrayal. It brings a stark picture of wounds that never fade.