Hisana Nogami writes and composes ‘Sui men ka,’ a song that dives into the bittersweet aftermath of love. The tune mixes a gentle melody with heartfelt words that explore the pain of letting go. Appi delivers a performance that feels both intimate and raw, bringing the story to life.
Released: March 18, 2026
Sui men ka
Appi
Lyricist
Hisana Nogami
Composer
Hisana Nogami
Sui men ka Meaning & Lyrics (Appi)
Appi sings about a love that lingers despite its end. The lines, ‘Our incompatible feelings and your fading shadow, they melt into the pouring rain with a smile,’ describe how unresolved emotions blend with sadness. The musician uses rain as a metaphor for sorrow and renewal, creating a vivid emotional scene.
Ame wa sazare ni kokoro nurashiThe gentle rain slowly soaks my heart,
Samezame to nagaruru sono saki waflowing onward in silent sorrow.
Sekitomete moEven if I try to hold it all back,
Sono kimochi niI can’t help but notice
Kizuite shimau nothese lingering feelings.
Ariamaru omoi waThis overwhelming flood of emotion,
Boku no naka ni kuroi ten o akeruopens a dark void deep inside me.
Uso de katamete kimi o mamoru yoI’ll wrap everything in lies just to protect you.
Sore de iin deshouThat’s enough, isn’t it?
Aiirenu omoi kimi no kageOur incompatible feelings and your fading shadow,
Samidare no naka ni tokete warauthey melt into the pouring rain with a smile.
Ariake no mado ni utsuru kibou oThe hope reflected in the window at dawn,
Keshisatte shimau naraif I were to completely erase it,
Mou nido to kimi o ureu koto wa naithen I’d never have to worry about you again.
Kimi no tsumetai uso no yume o mitaiI want to dream of your cold and distant lies.
Ashita o yameta kinou no furi o shitaiI’d like to pretend it’s yesterday, giving up on tomorrow.
Nanimo kamo ga yuruseru kurai yasashiku naritaiI want to become gentle enough to forgive absolutely everything.
Kizudarake no kokoro dareka no sei ni shitaiI want to blame this scarred heart on someone else.
Shiranai hito mo kimi to ichiritsu ni aishitaiI want to love complete strangers just as equally as I love you.
Soshitara kimi no koto mo wakaru deshouIf I did that, maybe I’d finally understand you.
Aiirenu omoi kimi no kageOur incompatible feelings and your fading shadow,
Samidare no naka ni tokete warauthey melt into the pouring rain with a smile.
Ariake no mado ni utsuru kibou oThe hope reflected in the window at dawn,
Keshisatte shimau naraif I were to completely erase it,
Mou nido to kimi o ureu koto wa naithen I’d never have to worry about you again.
‘Sui men ka’ is about accepting the end of love. The lyrics reflect on the struggle to move forward while holding onto memories. Appi’s voice carries the emotional weight of the story, making it unforgettable.
