啊澈 sings the R&B version of ‘小半’ with a tender edge. The writer TT pens the lyrics while also producing the melody. He delivers a chorus that loops like a quiet night.
Released: January 11, 2026
小半 (r&b版)
啊澈
小半 (r&b版) Lyrics Translation – 啊澈
啊澈 describes a clown spinning in circles as his heart keeps breaking. The performer notes that the lights are fading and his borrowed light flickers. He whispers the line, ‘My heart just won’t stop breaking,’ to echo the emptiness.
Bu gan hui kanI don’t dare to look back,
Zuo gu you pan bu zi ran de an zi xi huanlooking left and right, secretly in love with an awkward glance.
Tou tou da shan zong mei wan de zuo li nan anI’m secretly trying to chat, feeling an endless and restless anxiety.
Shi tan shuo wan an duo kong fan you xin suanTesting the waters with a ‘goodnight’ feels so empty and heartbreaking.
Di tou ni nanI lower my head and mumble.
Dui ni de pian ai tai guo yu ming mu zhang danMy favoritism for you is far too blatant.
Zai yuan di da zhuan de xiao chou shang xin bu duanLike a clown spinning in circles, my heart just won’t stop breaking.
Kong kong liu yi han duo nan kan you wei nanLeaving only empty regrets, it’s so embarrassing and difficult.
Shi ran yong lan jin huanI’m finding relief in being lazy and having fun.
Shi jian feng gan hou ni yu wo zai wu guanOnce time dries everything out, you’ll have nothing to do with me.
Mei da an zen me banWhat should I do if there’s no answer?
Kan bu guan zi wo qi manI can’t stand this self-deception.
Zong rong zhe xi huan de tao yan de chong ni de yan juan deI’m indulging what I like and hate, how I spoil you and how I’m tired,
Yi ge ge man man an danas everything slowly starts to fade away.
Zong rong zhe ren xing de sui yi de fang si de qing yi deI’m indulging my willfulness, my casualness, my recklessness, and my ease,
Jiang suo you huan tuo qing fanturning all my joy into heavy burdens.
Bu ying gai tai xin ruan bu da dan tai si ban bu guo duanI shouldn’t be so soft-hearted, timid, rigid, or indecisive,
Wan nong zhe si wu ji danwhile playing around so fearlessly.
Bu ying gai she qi le si xin le fang shou le duan nian leI shouldn’t give up, lose heart, let go, or cut these ties,
Wu ke nai he bu nai fanfeeling so helpless and annoyed.
Bu suanIt doesn’t count.
Deng huo lan shanThe lights are fading.
Wo de xin jie le ni de guang shi ming shi anMy heart’s borrowed your light; it flickers between brightness and dark.
Xiao zi ji qing xu tai fan lan xing dan ying zhiI’m laughing at my overflowing emotions; I’m just a lonely shadow.
Zi chao cheng xi guan duo min gan you nan chanSelf-mockery’s become a habit; I’m so sensitive and difficult.
Di tou ni nanI lower my head and mumble.
Dui ni de pian ai tai guo yu ming mu zhang danMy favoritism for you is far too blatant.
Zai yuan di da zhuan de xiao chou shang xin bu duanLike a clown spinning in circles, my heart just won’t stop breaking.
Kong kong liu yi han duo nan kan you wei nanLeaving only empty regrets, it’s so embarrassing and difficult.
Shi ran yong lan jin huanI’m finding relief in being lazy and having fun.
Shi jian feng gan hou ni yu wo zai wu guanOnce time dries everything out, you’ll have nothing to do with me.
Mei da an zen me banWhat should I do if there’s no answer?
Kan bu guan zi wo qi manI can’t stand this self-deception.
Zong rong zhe xi huan de tao yan de chong ni de yan juan deI’m indulging what I like and hate, how I spoil you and how I’m tired,
Yi ge ge man man an danas everything slowly starts to fade away.
Zong rong zhe ren xing de sui yi de fang si de qing yi deI’m indulging my willfulness, my casualness, my recklessness, and my ease,
Jiang suo you huan tuo qing fanturning all my joy into heavy burdens.
Bu ying gai tai xin ruan bu da dan tai si ban bu guo duanI shouldn’t be so soft-hearted, timid, rigid, or indecisive,
Wan nong zhe si wu ji danwhile playing around so fearlessly.
Bu ying gai she qi le si xin le fang shou le duan nian leI shouldn’t give up, lose heart, let go, or cut these ties,
Wu ke nai he bu nai fanfeeling so helpless and annoyed.
Ren you zhe ni duo shan wo zhui gan ni zou san wo hu hanI let you dodge me while I chase, and as you drift away, I call out.
Shi shui zai fan fan er tanWho’s talking so much about nothing?
Ren you zhe ni lai le ni xiao le ni zou le bu kan woI let you come, smile, and leave without even looking at me.
Yu li suo dang ran fen tanSharing the burden as if it’s only natural.
Bu ming bai can cun de mei yong de duo yu de bu bi deI don’t understand these leftover, useless, extra, and unnecessary things,
Po lan ye zai shou jin zuanyet I’m clutching these scraps so tightly.
Bu ming bai shui ao ran shui wu duan shui gu ban shui ji duanI don’t understand who’s proud, who’s baseless, who’s stubborn, or who’s extreme.
Wu gu bu zhi suo yi ranI’m innocent but don’t know why things are this way.
Zong rong zhe xi huan de tao yan de chong ni de yan juan deI’m indulging what I like and hate, how I spoil you and how I’m tired,
Yi ge ge man man an danas everything slowly starts to fade away.
Zong rong zhe ren xing de sui yi de fang si de qing yi deI’m indulging my willfulness, my casualness, my recklessness, and my ease,
Jiang suo you huan tuo qing fanturning all my joy into heavy burdens.
Bu ying gai tai xin ruan bu da dan tai si ban bu guo duanI shouldn’t be so soft-hearted, timid, rigid, or indecisive,
Wan nong zhe si wu ji danwhile playing around so fearlessly.
Bu ying gai she qi le si xin le fang shou le duan nian leI shouldn’t give up, lose heart, let go, or cut these ties,
Wu ke nai he bu nai fanfeeling so helpless and annoyed.
Bu suanIt doesn’t count.
小半 (r&b版) Music Video
The melody drifts like a late night sigh, ‘小半 (r&b版)’ lyrics are about restless longing. The musician sings in Mandarin, offering a raw confession of fragile hope.