Medvin writes and performs a powerful song about heartbreak and betrayal. The artist tells the story of a love that ended with manipulation and abandonment. Satir provides the music that sets the emotional tone for this raw confession.
Released: March 13, 2026
YALVARDIM
Medvin
YALVARDIM Meaning & Lyrics (Medvin)
Medvin describes the confusion of being manipulated for years by someone he considered unparalleled. He admits ‘I begged God’ (Ben yalvardım Allah’a), watching his partner leave without any hesitation. The songwriter wrestles with conflicting emotions, claiming he will never return while still memorizing every path that leads back.
<span begin=”5.803″ end=”6.439″>Ne</span> <span begin=”6.439″ end=”7.076″>zormuş</span> <span begin=”7.076″ end=”7.712″>anlamak</span>How hard it is to understand,
<span begin=”8.195″ end=”9.138″>Sensiz</span> <span begin=”9.138″ end=”10.081″>hayattan</span> <span begin=”10.081″ end=”11.024″>aksamak</span>stumbling through life without you.
<span begin=”11.024″ end=”11.645″>Ben</span> <span begin=”11.645″ end=”12.267″>yalvardım</span> <span begin=”12.267″ end=”12.888″>Allah’a</span>I begged God,
<span begin=”12.888″ end=”13.548″>Ama</span> <span begin=”13.548″ end=”14.209″>gittin</span> <span begin=”14.209″ end=”14.869″>arkana</span> <span begin=”14.869″ end=”15.529″>bakmadan</span>but you left without looking back.
<span begin=”15.529″ end=”16.221″>Asla</span> <span begin=”16.221″ end=”16.913″>geri</span> <span begin=”16.913″ end=”17.605″>dönme</span>Don’t ever come back.
<span begin=”17.605″ end=”17.947″>Dönersen</span> <span begin=”17.947″ end=”18.289″>de</span> <span begin=”18.289″ end=”18.631″>gülme</span>And if you do, don’t smile.
<span begin=”18.631″ end=”18.952″>Bir</span> <span begin=”18.952″ end=”19.274″>gün</span> <span begin=”19.274″ end=”19.595″>beni</span> <span begin=”19.595″ end=”19.916″>çözsen</span>If you ever figure me out one day,
<span begin=”19.916″ end=”20.383″>Pişman</span> <span begin=”20.383″ end=”20.849″>olursun</span> <span begin=”20.849″ end=”21.316″>öyle</span>you’ll be consumed by regret.
<span begin=”21.316″ end=”21.744″>Sana</span> <span begin=”21.744″ end=”22.172″>geri</span> <span begin=”22.172″ end=”22.600″>dönmem</span>I won’t come back to you.
<span begin=”22.600″ end=”23.036″>Güzel</span> <span begin=”23.036″ end=”23.471″>yüzüne</span> <span begin=”23.471″ end=”23.907″>kanmam</span>I won’t be fooled by your pretty face.
<span begin=”24.888″ end=”25.320″>Yok</span> <span begin=”25.320″ end=”25.753″>yaptığına</span> <span begin=”25.753″ end=”26.185″>anlam</span> <span begin=”26.185″ end=”26.617″>veremiyorum</span>No, I just can’t make sense of what you’ve done.
<span begin=”27.911″ end=”28.370″>Hiç</span> <span begin=”28.370″ end=”28.830″>göremiyorum</span> <span begin=”28.830″ end=”29.289″>seni</span>I can’t see you at all,
<span begin=”29.289″ end=”30.309″>Deliriyorum</span> <span begin=”30.309″ end=”31.328″>belki</span>maybe I’m going crazy.
SınanıyorumI’m being tested,
<span begin=”32.941″ end=”33.384″>Ama</span> <span begin=”33.384″ end=”33.826″>iyi</span> <span begin=”33.826″ end=”34.269″>biliyorum</span> <span begin=”34.269″ end=”34.711″>ki</span>but I know very well that
<span begin=”34.711″ end=”35.427″>Kimse</span> <span begin=”35.427″ end=”36.144″>ben</span> <span begin=”36.144″ end=”36.860″>gibi</span> <span begin=”36.860″ end=”37.576″>olmaz</span>no one will ever be like me.
<span begin=”38.850″ end=”39.719″>Sana</span> <span begin=”39.719″ end=”40.588″>kanmaz</span>They won’t fall for your tricks.
<span begin=”41.685″ end=”42.414″>Ettin</span> <span begin=”42.414″ end=”43.143″>yıllarca</span> <span begin=”43.143″ end=”43.872″>manipüle</span> <span begin=”43.872″ end=”44.601″>beni</span>You manipulated me for years.
<span begin=”44.601″ end=”45.266″>Yoktu</span> <span begin=”45.266″ end=”45.930″>bence</span> <span begin=”45.930″ end=”46.595″>eşin</span> <span begin=”46.595″ end=”47.259″>benzerin</span>In my eyes, you had no equal.
<span begin=”47.259″ end=”47.812″>Bu</span> <span begin=”47.812″ end=”48.365″>sevgiyi</span> <span begin=”48.365″ end=”48.917″>ben</span> <span begin=”48.917″ end=”49.470″>taşa</span> <span begin=”49.470″ end=”50.023″>verseydim</span>If I had given this love to a stone,
<span begin=”50.023″ end=”50.544″>Çiçek</span> <span begin=”50.544″ end=”51.065″>açardı</span> <span begin=”51.065″ end=”51.587″>ama</span> <span begin=”51.587″ end=”52.108″>sen</span> <span begin=”52.108″ end=”52.629″>kaçtın</span>it would have bloomed, but you ran away.
<span begin=”52.629″ end=”53.621″>Yalvardım</span> <span begin=”53.621″ end=”54.612″>Allah’a</span>I begged God,
<span begin=”54.612″ end=”55.400″>Hep</span> <span begin=”55.400″ end=”56.188″>sana</span> <span begin=”56.188″ end=”56.975″>aldana</span> <span begin=”56.975″ end=”57.763″>aldana</span>always falling for your lies over and over.
<span begin=”57.763″ end=”58.493″>Sense</span> <span begin=”58.493″ end=”59.224″>arkana</span> <span begin=”59.224″ end=”59.954″>bakmadan</span>While you, without looking back,
<span begin=”1:00.228″ end=”1:01.247″>Gittin</span> <span begin=”1:01.247″ end=”1:02.267″>sallana</span> <span begin=”1:02.267″ end=”1:03.286″>sallana</span>walked away without a single care.
<span begin=”1:03.286″ end=”1:04.323″>Yalvardım</span> <span begin=”1:04.323″ end=”1:05.359″>Allah’a</span>I begged God,
<span begin=”1:05.359″ end=”1:06.111″>Hep</span> <span begin=”1:06.111″ end=”1:06.864″>sana</span> <span begin=”1:06.864″ end=”1:07.616″>aldana</span> <span begin=”1:07.616″ end=”1:08.368″>aldana</span>always falling for your lies over and over.
<span begin=”1:08.368″ end=”1:09.130″>Sense</span> <span begin=”1:09.130″ end=”1:09.891″>arkana</span> <span begin=”1:09.891″ end=”1:10.653″>bakmadan</span>While you, without looking back,
<span begin=”1:10.879″ end=”1:11.758″>Gittin</span> <span begin=”1:11.758″ end=”1:12.636″>sallana</span> <span begin=”1:12.636″ end=”1:13.515″>sallana</span>walked away without a single care.
<span begin=”1:14.121″ end=”1:14.832″>Arkandan</span> <span begin=”1:14.832″ end=”1:15.544″>seslenirim</span> <span begin=”1:15.544″ end=”1:16.255″>uzaktasın</span> <span begin=”1:16.255″ end=”1:16.966″>duyamazsın</span>I call out after you, but you’re too far to hear.
<span begin=”1:16.966″ end=”1:17.284″>Kokunu</span> <span begin=”1:17.284″ end=”1:17.603″>özlüyorum</span> <span begin=”1:17.603″ end=”1:17.921″>da</span> <span begin=”1:17.921″ end=”1:18.239″>sen</span> <span begin=”1:18.239″ end=”1:18.557″>bu</span> <span begin=”1:18.557″ end=”1:18.876″>şiire</span> <span begin=”1:18.876″ end=”1:19.194″>çok</span> <span begin=”1:19.194″ end=”1:19.512″>uzaksın</span>I miss your scent, but you’re so disconnected from this poem.
<span begin=”1:19.512″ end=”1:20.044″>Aradıklarını</span> <span begin=”1:20.044″ end=”1:20.575″>belki</span> <span begin=”1:20.575″ end=”1:21.107″>sende</span> <span begin=”1:21.107″ end=”1:21.638″>bende</span> <span begin=”1:21.638″ end=”1:22.170″>bulamazsın</span>Maybe you won’t find what you’re looking for in me either.
<span begin=”1:22.170″ end=”1:22.749″>Ama</span> <span begin=”1:22.749″ end=”1:23.328″>bulduklarını</span> <span begin=”1:23.328″ end=”1:23.906″>başkasında</span> <span begin=”1:23.906″ end=”1:24.485″>çok</span> <span begin=”1:24.485″ end=”1:25.064″>ararsın</span>But you’ll desperately search for what we had in everyone else.
<span begin=”1:25.064″ end=”1:25.429″>Evet</span> <span begin=”1:25.429″ end=”1:25.793″>deniyorum</span> <span begin=”1:25.793″ end=”1:26.158″>hem</span> <span begin=”1:26.158″ end=”1:26.523″>de</span> <span begin=”1:26.523″ end=”1:26.887″>hâlâ</span> <span begin=”1:26.887″ end=”1:27.252″>deniyorum</span>Yes, I’m trying, I’m still trying so hard.
<span begin=”1:27.252″ end=”1:27.636″>Senden</span> <span begin=”1:27.636″ end=”1:28.020″>nefret</span> <span begin=”1:28.020″ end=”1:28.404″>etsem</span> <span begin=”1:28.404″ end=”1:28.788″>de</span> <span begin=”1:28.788″ end=”1:29.172″>seni</span> <span begin=”1:29.172″ end=”1:29.556″>hâlâ</span> <span begin=”1:29.556″ end=”1:29.940″>seviyorum</span>Even though I hate you, I still love you.
<span begin=”1:29.940″ end=”1:30.402″>Rehberimde</span> <span begin=”1:30.402″ end=”1:30.865″>kayıtlı</span> <span begin=”1:30.865″ end=”1:31.327″>bir</span> <span begin=”1:31.327″ end=”1:31.789″>numaran</span> <span begin=”1:31.789″ end=”1:32.252″>bile</span> <span begin=”1:32.252″ end=”1:32.714″>yokken</span>Even though I don’t even have your number saved in my contacts,
<span begin=”1:32.714″ end=”1:33.188″>Sana</span> <span begin=”1:33.188″ end=”1:33.662″>açık</span> <span begin=”1:33.662″ end=”1:34.137″>tüm</span> <span begin=”1:34.137″ end=”1:34.611″>yollar</span> <span begin=”1:34.611″ end=”1:35.085″>ezberimde,</span> <span begin=”1:35.085″ end=”1:35.559″>biliyorum</span>I’ve memorized every road that leads to you, I know.
<span begin=”1:35.934″ end=”1:36.678″>Vazgeç,</span> <span begin=”1:36.678″ end=”1:37.423″>deme</span> <span begin=”1:37.423″ end=”1:38.167″>vazgeçemem</span>Don’t tell me to give up, I can’t.
<span begin=”1:38.167″ end=”1:38.700″>Aşka</span> <span begin=”1:38.700″ end=”1:39.232″>n’aptık</span> <span begin=”1:39.232″ end=”1:39.765″>da</span> <span begin=”1:39.765″ end=”1:40.298″>geldi</span> <span begin=”1:40.298″ end=”1:40.830″>küstü</span> <span begin=”1:40.830″ end=”1:41.363″>bize</span>What did we do to love, that it turned its back on us?
<span begin=”1:41.363″ end=”1:42.016″>Gerçek,</span> <span begin=”1:42.016″ end=”1:42.670″>yalanların</span> <span begin=”1:42.670″ end=”1:43.323″>arasında</span> <span begin=”1:43.323″ end=”1:43.976″>boğul</span>Drown amidst the lies, that’s the truth.
<span begin=”1:43.976″ end=”1:44.302″>Sevdik</span> <span begin=”1:44.302″ end=”1:44.629″>be</span> <span begin=”1:44.629″ end=”1:44.955″>abi,</span> <span begin=”1:44.955″ end=”1:45.281″>yakışmadı</span> <span begin=”1:45.281″ end=”1:45.608″>mı</span> <span begin=”1:45.608″ end=”1:45.934″>üstümüze?</span>We loved so deeply, didn’t it suit us perfectly?
<span begin=”1:45.934″ end=”1:47.090″>Yalvardım</span> <span begin=”1:47.090″ end=”1:48.245″>Allah’a</span>I begged God,
<span begin=”1:48.245″ end=”1:48.886″>Hep</span> <span begin=”1:48.886″ end=”1:49.527″>sana</span> <span begin=”1:49.527″ end=”1:50.168″>aldana</span> <span begin=”1:50.168″ end=”1:50.809″>aldana</span>always falling for your lies over and over.
<span begin=”1:50.809″ end=”1:51.728″>Sense</span> <span begin=”1:51.728″ end=”1:52.646″>arkana</span> <span begin=”1:52.646″ end=”1:53.565″>bakmadan</span>While you, without looking back,
<span begin=”1:53.565″ end=”1:54.568″>Gittin</span> <span begin=”1:54.568″ end=”1:55.571″>sallana</span> <span begin=”1:55.571″ end=”1:56.574″>sallana</span>walked away without a single care.
<span begin=”1:56.574″ end=”1:57.623″>Yalvardım</span> <span begin=”1:57.623″ end=”1:58.672″>Allah’a</span>I begged God,
<span begin=”1:58.672″ end=”1:59.454″>Hep</span> <span begin=”1:59.454″ end=”2:00.236″>sana</span> <span begin=”2:00.236″ end=”2:01.018″>aldana</span> <span begin=”2:01.018″ end=”2:01.800″>aldana</span>always falling for your lies over and over.
<span begin=”2:01.800″ end=”2:02.863″>Yalvardım</span> <span begin=”2:02.863″ end=”2:03.925″>Allah’a</span>I begged God,
<span begin=”2:03.925″ end=”2:04.654″>Hep</span> <span begin=”2:04.654″ end=”2:05.383″>sana</span> <span begin=”2:05.383″ end=”2:06.111″>aldana</span> <span begin=”2:06.111″ end=”2:06.840″>aldana</span>always falling for your lies over and over.
<span begin=”2:06.840″ end=”2:07.711″>Sense</span> <span begin=”2:07.711″ end=”2:08.583″>arkana</span> <span begin=”2:08.583″ end=”2:09.454″>bakmadan</span>While you, without looking back,
<span begin=”2:09.454″ end=”2:10.504″>Gittin</span> <span begin=”2:10.504″ end=”2:11.555″>sallana</span> <span begin=”2:11.555″ end=”2:12.605″>sallana</span>walked away without a single care.
<span begin=”2:12.605″ end=”2:13.604″>Yalvardım</span> <span begin=”2:13.604″ end=”2:14.603″>Allah’a</span>I begged God,
<span begin=”2:14.603″ end=”2:15.327″>Hep</span> <span begin=”2:15.327″ end=”2:16.052″>sana</span> <span begin=”2:16.052″ end=”2:16.776″>aldana</span> <span begin=”2:16.776″ end=”2:17.500″>aldana</span>always falling for your lies over and over.
<span begin=”2:17.500″ end=”2:18.402″>Sense</span> <span begin=”2:18.402″ end=”2:19.305″>arkana</span> <span begin=”2:19.305″ end=”2:20.207″>bakmadan</span>While you, without looking back,
<span begin=”2:20.207″ end=”2:21.140″>Gittin</span> <span begin=”2:21.140″ end=”2:22.074″>sallana</span> <span begin=”2:22.074″ end=”2:23.007″>sallana</span>walked away without a single care.
YALVARDIM Music Video
The English lyrics of YALVARDIM depict the pain of loving someone who takes you for granted. This Turkish track is a compelling listen for anyone who has experienced one-sided devotion.