Top Barry collaborates with INDEcompany for the emotional track ‘一半一半’. The songwriter, Yang Borui, writes lyrics that dive into the push and pull of a broken relationship. The music, produced by Ocd@INDE company and LusciousBB, complements the heartfelt words with a melancholic melody.
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Released: January 4, 2026
一半一半
Indecompany | Top Barry
一半一半 Lyrics English Translation by Indecompany | Top Barry
Yang Borui pens lines like, ‘I’m trapped between loving you and needing to leave,’ capturing the inner conflict of a love that’s both painful and hard to let go. The track mentions streetlights and tears, creating a vivid scene of a city that mirrors the singer’s heart.
Wuligan zai ba yanlei yidian yidian tunshiThe feeling of powerlessness is swallowing my tears, little by little.
Kongkuang de jiedao zao meile yidian shengThe empty streets lost all their sound long ago.
Natian huidao women lia shuxi de chengshiThat day, I returned to the city we both knew so well.
Malu shang guanbi de deng you yiban shuxi yiban shengThe extinguished streetlights felt half familiar and half strange.
Jiujing rang wo yiban wenre yiban lengThe alcohol left me feeling half warm and half cold.
Ke ni banyan zhe chengshu wo yiban meiganjue yiban tengBut as you act so mature, I feel half numb and half in pain.
Jiu zuihou biancheng yiban caiji yiban wenIn the end, it just turned into half suspicion and half questioning.
Wo keneng shi ziji yiban ai ni yiban henI’m probably just half in love with you and half full of hate.
Zhe libie shi wo linggan de choumaThis breakup has become the fuel for my inspiration.
Wo neixin de tong shi buduideng de chenmo YeahThe pain in my heart is an unbalanced silence, yeah.
Sinian shi kunzhu wo lia de shengsuoThe memories are like a rope that keeps us both trapped.
Jiusuan xuerou mohu wo ye meibanfa zhengtuo YeahEven if it tears my flesh, I still can’t break free from it, yeah.
Wanmei de ni zhongyu jieshou fangguo shengxia de wo zouPerfect as you are, you finally agreed to let what’s left of me walk away.
Wo jieshou zhe jieguo ni hua de jiezuoI accept this ending, this masterpiece that you painted.
Wo zhaobudao xiansuo xiang bei qianzhe zouI can’t find any clues, feeling like I’m just being dragged along.
Danshi wo buxiangyao yiban yiban yiban yibanBut I don’t want things to be just half and half.
Ke women lia zhe yiduan yiduan yiduan yiduanBut every single chapter of our story feels so fragmented.
Jieshang de ludeng yizhan yizhan yizhan yizhanThe streetlights keep passing by, one after another.
Yanlei di zai lu shang yiban yiban yiban yibanAnd my tears fall onto the road, half and half.
Keshi wo buxiangyao yiban yiban yiban yibanBut I really don’t want things to be just half and half.
Wo shenxian zai yibian xihuan yibian likaiI’m trapped between loving you and needing to leave.
Tamen wen wo diudiaole taiduo yi buyihan YeahThey ask if I’ve lost too much to feel any regret, yeah.
Yiban yibanIt’s all just half and half.
Zai langman haiyou xianshi zhijian zuo douzhengI’m struggling between romantic dreams and harsh reality.
Wo shi cuiruo de ke mian dui ni wo bugan tengI’m fragile, but when I face you, I don’t dare show my pain.
Wo silai xiangqu shui de duicuo you kenengI keep overthinking, wondering who could possibly be right or wrong.
Zai bu wanzheng de malasong li ye zhiyou shijian huoshengIn this unfinished marathon, only time is the true winner.
Yiban baoza yiban bei liuxia shangbaI’m half filled with rage and half left with deep scars.
Yiban zai lanyan xiangdui ling yiban zai buduan jianghuaHalf of us glares in silence, while the other half won’t stop arguing.
Wo zhidao zhexie maodun dou shi ai zai gonghuoI know all these contradictions are just the fire of our love.
Wo xiangyao zhaodao pingheng yushi duizhe maikefeng shuoI want to find some balance, so I speak right into the microphone.
MaryMary,
Wo zhidao ni zaiI know you’re out there.
Wo yijing xiguanle pingdanI’ve finally gotten used to an ordinary life.
Wo ganshou budao ni de mailuoBut I can’t feel the rhythm of your heartbeat anymore.
Keneng zhe shi wo zuida yihanMaybe that is the biggest regret of my life.
Wo zhidao chule tong yiwaiI know that despite all the pain,
Yiqian jingliguo de xingfu na ye suanthe happiness we used to share still mattered.
Zhege shijie mei chuncui de hen yu aiThere is no pure hatred or pure love in this world.
Gengduo de shi yiban yibanMost things are just half and half.
Mei jihui chonglai yibianThere’s no chance for us to start all over again.
Mei jihui rang wo neng duo kan yiyanThere’s no chance for me to even take one last look at you.
Mei jihui neng he ni taolunThere’s no chance for us to talk things through,
Ruguo women zai yonggan yidianif only we had been just a little more brave.
Wo xiangyao kefu nuoruo shi wo de chaonengliI want overcoming my cowardice to be my new superpower.
Xia juexin buneng huitou wo shi wo zuida de maoduntiI’ve made up my mind not to look back, even though I am a walking contradiction.
Houlai wo jixu rap and rapEver since then, I just keep on rapping and rapping.
Wo gaosu wo xin butengI keep telling myself that my heart doesn’t hurt.
Yuelaiyueduo de back to backI face more and more back-to-back shows.
Ni shenbian ye huanle wei xin de renAnd you’ve already found someone new by your side.
Sinian duan you buduanThe longing seems to fade, yet it never completely stops.
Wo ganshou dao bian liangban de shenti (bianchengle liangban)I can feel my body splitting into two distinct halves.
Yiban zai hen zai nianjiuOne half is filled with hate and clinging to the past.
Ling yiban zouxiangle xin de luchengThe other half has already walked toward a brand new journey.
Yeli de yanlei tai ku leThe tears I cry at night are just too bitter.
Dui wo laishuo youdian bu xia jiu (I cry)They don’t even mix well with the alcohol I’m drinking, and I cry.
Wo ba shangge wo fang yuandiI’ve left the old version of myself right where he was,
Jixu ziji wangxia zou (I try)and I’ll just keep moving forward on my own, I try.
Wo wen zijiI keep asking myself,
Ni gei de ai shi bushi wo buxiangyao de na zhongwas the love you gave me exactly the kind I never wanted?
So please don’t calling my phoneSo please, stop calling my phone.
Wo xiangyao wanzheng de wo because I knowI just want to feel completely whole again, because I know.
Danshi wo buxiangyao yiban yiban yiban yibanBut I don’t want things to be just half and half.
Ke women lia zhe yiduan yiduan yiduan yiduanBut every single chapter of our story feels so fragmented.
Jieshang de ludeng yizhan yizhan yizhan yizhanThe streetlights keep passing by, one after another.
Yanlei di zai lu shang yiban yiban yiban yibanAnd my tears fall onto the road, half and half.
Keshi wo buxiangyao yiban yiban yiban yibanBut I really don’t want things to be just half and half.
Wo shenxian zai yibian xihuan yibian likaiI’m trapped between loving you and needing to leave.
Tamen wen wo diudiaole taiduo yi buyihan Yeah (diudiao taiduo yi buyihan)They ask if I’ve lost too much to feel any regret, yeah.
Yiban yibanIt’s all just half and half.
一半一半 Music Video
The English lyrics of ‘一半一半’ describe the struggle between love and hate. Top Barry and INDEcompany deliver a song that resonates with anyone caught in the middle of a complicated relationship.