Mahaan features Santhosh Narayanan’s gritty composition and Dhruv Vikram’s lyrics. Narayanan constructs a tense musical atmosphere. Vikram delivers aggressive vocals depicting a dangerous persona. Their collaboration creates an unsettling tone for this character study.
Released: February 9, 2022
Missing Me
Dhruv Vikram | Santhosh Narayanan • From “Mahaan”
Missing Me Lyrics Translation Dhruv Vikram | Santhosh Narayanan | Mahaan
Dhruv Vikram references eyelids stolen and nighttime tears embraced by demons. These phrases show lost innocence. The English hook states ‘I Am Him He Is Me,’ confirming permanent transformation. Vikram’s words present irreversible change through violent imagery.
Va VanthamarCome on, sit down.
Kathu KoduGo on, teach me something.
Nee Muradan EnbaiYou’ll call me a brute.
Adhu En Mudhal Nilai EnbenAnd I’ll say that’s just my first form.
Nan Pookkal ThuranthavanI’m the one who cast aside flowers,
Puzhudhi Thindru VandhavanI’m the one who came here eating dust.
Puligal Ennai PusippathillaiEven tigers won’t dare to touch me.
Ungal Peru AzhivaiAs your great destruction,
Nan VarugirenI am coming.
Ingu Nane ArasanHere, I am the king.
Thalai Thattum AsuranThe demon who smashes heads.
Un Surukku KayiruYour little noose,
En Narambugalal Pinnappattathuis woven from my own nerves.
Aano Penno Sisuvo SirippoMan or woman, child or joy,
Adhanal Ennawhat does it matter?
Arame Kollum Arakkan NanI’m the demon who murders virtue itself.
Un Pavangal MarappenI’ll forget your sins,
Unnai Azhithu MarappenI’ll forget you by erasing you completely.
En Imaigal Kalavu PonadhuMy eyelids were stolen from me.
En Iravu AzhugaiyaiMy nighttime tears,
Arakkiyar Thaippal Anaithathuwere embraced by she-demons.
En Sogam Savakkuzhi IrandumMy sorrow and my grave, both of them,
Thindru Uyripithen EnaiI consumed them and resurrected myself.
Nan En Ayutham ThangaAs I bear my weapon,
Thuditha Un Sathai Katrai Nalamais that trembling bundle of your flesh doing okay?
There Was Once A Beast Inside MeThere Was Once A Beast Inside Me
But He Lives Here No MoreBut He Lives Here No More
I Am Him He Is MeI Am Him He Is Me
We Are One NowWe Are One Now
I See An Animal Lurking In My ShadowsI See An Animal Lurking In My Shadows
Don’t Ask Me WhyDon’t Ask Me Why
I Am Him He Is MeI Am Him He Is Me
We Are One NowWe Are One Now
Ellam Kadanthidum Enbal Amma‘Everything will pass,’ my mother used to say.
Sirithiru Endrum Enbal Mma‘Always keep smiling,’ she’d always say.
UnmaiThe truth.
Enai Ethirtha Thalaigalai Kadanthu PogirenI’m walking right past the heads of those who defied me.
Aval Ketta Sirippu Indru En IdhazhilThat smile she asked for is on my lips today.
Kondravar Kanakku NinaivillaiI don’t remember the number of people I’ve killed,
Mannitharulum ManamillaiAnd I don’t have the heart to forgive.
Aanma Vitru Ratchasi Ondru Vangi VandhenI sold my soul and came back with a demoness.
Aval Kangal Thindru Parandhu VittalShe devoured my eyes and flew away.
En Kangal Ponadhu IyoOh, my eyes are gone!
Nan Veesiya Valal Yar YaarWho all died by the sword I swung?
Sethargalo Iyo Haa HaaOh, I wonder! Haa haa.
Izhanthadhu Mayum KangalWhat I lost were intoxicating eyes,
Kidaithadhu KaranangalWhat I gained were the reasons why.
Ennai Kutram SolladheDon’t blame me.
En Valil ModhiThose who crashed into my path,
Adhai Kayamura Seithavargalaiand left it wounded,
Thandippayagayou must punish them.
ThandippayagaYou must punish them.
Yarumillaiya IyoIs there no one left? Oh…
Ippodhu YaruNow who is it?
ArakkanThe demon.
Ippodhu YaruNow who is it?
ArakkanThe demon.
There Was Once A Beast Inside MeThere Was Once A Beast Inside Me
But He Lives Here No MoreBut He Lives Here No More
I Am Him He Is MeI Am Him He Is Me
We Are One NowWe Are One Now
I See An Animal Lurking In My ShadowsI See An Animal Lurking In My Shadows
Don’t Ask Me WhyDon’t Ask Me Why
I Am Him He Is MeI Am Him He Is Me
We Are One NowWe Are One Now
VarugirenI’m coming.
En Therkalil Un UyirudanOn my chariot, with your life in my hands.
En Thottavil Un PeyarudanOn my bullet, with your name inscribed.
Un Vidhi En SadhiYour destiny is my design.
En Ganam Un RanamMy power is your pain.
Ondru Irandu Moondru NanguOne, two, three, four.
NisapdhamSilence.
Missing Me Music Video
Mahaan’s lyrics meaning centers on complete embrace of brutality. The character rejects forgiveness and humanity. Lyrics translation reveals a calculated shift from victim to predator. Narayanan’s score amplifies this destructive self-reinvention.